To be truthful, TT's my life now and I haven't been able to remember my days before TT ... and now I want to share it. Previously, I have no idea how the computer could have been more important, but it did, and that was TT... but anyway, I was crazed with role playing. Then I met a friend. Her name was Felicity. I was extremely close to her, we shared many things in common, and then she made a site, and I was her Co-Admin. I stepped down due to inactivity and made myself more active. I was itching to become Admin again, but... I chose to wait. In the end, we had a 'row' as British people call it, and I couldn't have been extremely more hurt. Though... we parted of ways and I only remembered of her until now, when I started a new RPG board... and wonder if I should contact her again.
It seems a bit stupid talking about it, seeing as she was nothing but an online friend, but I suddenly realize what she said which stuck in my head forever. "I don't want us to be enemies, so please stop bugging me." See, the thing is, I was 'bugging her' about reopening her site again, which I felt, was also extremely close to my heart, and then I told her not to give up on it, then she said that. I didn't reply to the message, and as I said, feeling hurt... then my cousin told me about Three-Tasks... and I forgot about her completely.
Like I said, I remembered her just now and wonder if I should try contacting her. I can't even smile at my sister's jokes because I just remembered it. Well, this turned out to be a sad entry. xP
It seems a bit stupid talking about it, seeing as she was nothing but an online friend, but I suddenly realize what she said which stuck in my head forever. "I don't want us to be enemies, so please stop bugging me." See, the thing is, I was 'bugging her' about reopening her site again, which I felt, was also extremely close to my heart, and then I told her not to give up on it, then she said that. I didn't reply to the message, and as I said, feeling hurt... then my cousin told me about Three-Tasks... and I forgot about her completely.
Like I said, I remembered her just now and wonder if I should try contacting her. I can't even smile at my sister's jokes because I just remembered it. Well, this turned out to be a sad entry. xP
Current Location: still thinking...
Current Mood:
thoughtful
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